Love where did you go?

Irony...oh bittersweet irony.

Ive loved you forever
and now your gone
washed away by the sea of change.
God, i know he's coming,
and i know he's there
but why wait, why suffer?
i just honestly dont understand.
irony is something ive never understood
but is my life changed?
different?
or am i just waiting for fate...again

love is a battlefield is SUCH an understatment
people die, get burned, shot down, but in the end, whats meant to be will be right?

ahh....love....go fall in a hole

Life change

Australia, my new home away from home.

On december 23rd, i applyed for a program called YWAM (youth with a mission).and on the 27th they called me personally, to tell me i was accepted!

The program is all about Evangelism, Missions and other major ministries. I have been called to Music Ministry, and have a large heart for wanting to pursue that career. The program is 4,101$ AUD and that covers, medical, tuition, food, and other travels in australia. I have to pay for my flight there and back, which is about 1,300$ CAD one way alone. ...not to mention im going on a missions trip to New Zealand or Hawaii...im not adding in those costs yet.

Im excited that god has called me to do this, and i really cant wait to go. but id be in Australia/Newzealand for 6 months...from October- March....so that includes, Christmas, New Years and my birthday. but i ahve to REALLy weigh my options. Sun and music for 6 months...or 3 holidays i have every year. Once in a life time opportunity or Holidays that are so routine i could do them in my sleep. hmmmmm toughy. NOT

good times all around....i wil be updating my blog when i go, and keeping a day to day journal on everything im doing, YAY for internet <3

tootles xoxo

Hello :)

So, my last Blog got semi deleted...(aka, i forgot my password and couldnt get it back)
so here's this one..

Love on Fire:
your probably wondering...."um, what? nice nmae , what does it mean?"
well...i chose this name because, for the past year, my love for god is so passionate, that its like a blazing fire, people just dont want to touch it because they could get burned if they mess with it. and no water can put it out...even tho they have tried.

So, keep tuned for my updates :)
ill be around <3