break me

This time last year I was all moved on dorms, and preparing my mind, heart and physical self for the year on Dorms.
But tonight everything finally hit me. I am no longer a student at PLBC, everything has changed with my friendships and my relationship (which no longer exsists)...but it's okay i will survive.

Tomorrow I am getting my wisdom teeth out...and I am actually terrified. God has been saying that the removal of 4 teeth that mean nothing, is the beginning of a new life. I am very excited, it will be awesome, but there is a week of pain...but after that pain will be so much joy and love and change.

God break me to be the child you designed!