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Monday, September 13, 2010

Praise the Lord

It is done. 8 months of struggles, and 8 months of Satan having his hand wrapped around this one relationship. Is over. The struggles are finished, Satan's hand has grown tired and let go, because of God's work in myself, and this other person.

Praise the Lord. I feel released, I feel like nothing is pushing me down anymore, i am standing tall and proud with Jesus!

The final straw of the struggle, was stupid Facebook...waking up being blocked on Facebook, is never a good way to start the new year, but now, it is over, from his mouth "I really have no reason to block you anymore tayler" PRAISE THE LORD!

that's all I can say...Praise the Lord Almighty! :)

Saturday, September 11, 2010

the changes I`ve made

So much has happened in my life, and all for the Good, not the bad.
My summer was so long, I never thought it was going to end... I missed my school, and my friends and i just wanted to go back and start it all over again.
In August i went to a camp called Anvil Island, and God definitly rocked my life. I went there knowing no one, having a hard time dealing with another person and no skill to be leading a group of 11 girls in a cabin.
By the end of the week, I had made so many new friends,, the issues I had with the person went away and we were back to the start of our relationship again...and the girls in my cabin were forever changed by god, and they were the ones to help me see God in a whole new way.

After that I was ready for school, more than I have ever been. First off, I moved onto Dorms, and I am away from my parents as we speak. But I went into this year with the knowledge of myself where I was ready to just be myself, and not care what people think, because this is who God made me to be, and if they didn't like it, then they don't like an image of God.

I love it. I feel so free, free of distractions, and free of a hard life, and i just feel happy all the time, and i can feel the devil trying to break me down, but i am pushing him out and he is not getting in...he pushes me down a lot, but i never fall down. I always push him away just as I am about to give up.

Never give up, and if you do, God is right there to pick you back up.