Hungry

So my friends from the Tour team are now home...and the other day i spent 2 straight days with my bestie Lana, we got cream puffs (forgot them in the car) went to marble slab got ice cream and then went and saw Letters to juliet, and lana got popcorn, nibs and root beer...a LARGE size...man, when you haven't seen someone in a month...it is expensive... :(

Then the next day we went and saw "The Last Song" and then watched Dear John and Band Slam and had a sleepover....it was great

Now it is time for the Young Adults Camping Trip :D WOO

numero 50!

I have had no motivation what-so-ever to blog...is that sad?

Today i had a softball tournament and it was so fantastic :)

I played my best, but we lost 3/4 games...but oh well... We hit great and had SO much fun.

I got sunburt...but that is okay, it is better than nothing!! :)

So i am starting up a relationship...isn't that exciting??

He is pretty fantastic, and is everything i want in a guy.

It's hard because he is away right now, and we text all the time and are getting to re-know each other :) I like him a lot, like...A LOT a lot. :)

But yes...i thought you should know :) :P

Day 15

So today was just another day in the life of me....

I slept in, woke up, got ready for the day and went to my first day back at piano.

My piano teacher Erica, just had her 2nd child named Addison, and she is such a gorgeous addition to their family.

As i got there, i got to hold her and it was so awesome! i love her...she is so cute!

But now i am bored, watching pretty in pink.....woot

Day....i don't even know

So according to my Youth Pastor, (who will probably read this) I am old fashioned for using "Blogger" But you know what, it does its part...yes it sometimes is a pain in the butt....meh, doesn't matter, i like how it looks....

NOW he ALSO doesn't like my backgrounds....he thinks they are girly....but oh well...i like em :)

Any who....Had youth tonight (it IS Tuesday) and there was SO much junk food, i now feel SUPERBLY sick to my stomach...but it was good fun, got to hang with the youthies and watch a little bit of an epic fail we call Canucks Hockey...i was very disappointed...but now they are home and Hockey doesn't have to take over my t.v hahaha...

well...till tomorrow!

Day 13

shooot i missed a day...

Yesterday was mothers day, and i basically relaxed until i had to go to work at 2:45....

I wont even get started on how bad of a day that was!

Today was me on the job hunt... i got up and went out looking for a new job and so far...nothing.

not a single job was hiring, and i was like....shooot, this sucks.

So i came home, and relaxed for the night.

but now i just woke up from a nap...and i am very not happy....just because...it is now 10:00 pm...and i have to get up early tomorrow.

oops!

11 days done

Haha, i understand that my last post was really weird....i was watching greys anatomy, the t.v show, and that scenario came up....it was really weird

So tonight i got to play my first game of softball. I play for my church's league of slow pitch...and i have not been able to go to a single game since the beginning of the season.. :(

but we played tonight and my team did AMAZING...we hit runs and caught almost everything and played really well together. and WE WON!!! :) 13-4 :) it was so awesome!

(apparently last week we lost 33-7 :S)

Next weekend we have a tournament...So we should be able to kick some butt :D i am very excited! :D

So last night i had a dream that i went to my school just to hang out...(yes...by myself) and i looked in the A-Frame...and there was the ENTIRE North-Western tour team....I banged on the door and my best friend lana came running out and gave me a huge hug. and i cried, i was SO exstatic to see her. Everyone else came outside and said Hi to my blubbery self. They had come home because Something bad happened to someone's friends and they needed to be home right away...(so it was a good thing and a bad thing for me....:S)

But i have realised after these 11 days...that i really miss my friends and how much i love them and appreciate their friendship! :)

Day 10

What happens if you get everything you want.

Husband/Wife, kids, big house, amazing job, and friends who love you.

What would you do if you got too Fat to even walk, or do basically anything. And you got very sick and needed a surgery that may kill you....

If you took the surgery there are 2 possible complications.

1. You could live a great life, and still be with your family and kids and what not....but you will still be fat.

or

2. You would die and your family would be left to basically fend for themselves...

Would you take the surgery? if you had a 50/50 Chance to be with your family??

day 9

i now am a proud owner of a Music Page!!!!!!!

that is all....

So, i have gotten into this cycle of really tired during the evening then hyper/wide awake at super late hours....like from 11:30PM-4 AM....it is horrible.

Tomorrow I am going out for coffee with my youth pastor, which should actually be a lot of fun...he is pretty sweet. But if i don't get tired fast, i will be dead to the world by the time i need to get up and go! :P

urrrrg, i wish i didn't feel the need to be up and socialize because i would like to be able to sleep.... :(

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My Mexico...Day 7

What do we think about life?

I have really been wondering this thought lately..

Is this life a waste? or are we here to make a difference somewhere or with someone.

What if we walk through life and feel like we don't touch any one's life...and end up taking this life for granted.

I certainly have been one to walk down that path, I figured once i became a Christian, i would save the world. I would travel to remote places and heal the sick and tend to the broken hearted.

Well, I have been a christian for 2 years, and the closest i felt that i had come to doing all those things, was a missions trip with my church to Mexico...where in fact, i was sick with a fungus on my tongue, strep throat and heat stroke (lets just say...i was not into helping people) But i was there, and i was amazed by what God can do...not what we can do...what God can do. God made it rain, he healed me up enough to do drama's and do worship and pray for people in need.

Yes i was sick the whole time, and honestly i felt it was horrible, but once it was over, i knew i did not want to go back, that was somewhere God didn't need me to be.

At my home, i have yet to find my "Mexico" somewhere that no matter how sick, or depressed or anything I am, God heals me, to heal others. To Heal the sick and tend to the broken hearted.

I know my Mexico is still out there...and I wont waste my life trying to find it...Because if i do that, and i don't stop and see all the work i can do to help my church, community and school...what would be the point of saving my energy for a remote place.....

....Isn't our towns a remote place? don't our towns have sick and dying people, or people who have broken hearts?

maybe.... I have found my Mexico...I've just been looking for something that i didn't know was right in front of me. :)

Day 6

40 blog posts.

Yes i have been realizing lately that my blogs have been rather stupid...and just about my days....but i haven't really been creative lately....until last night.

Lately I have been having a really hard time dealing with a certain situation, i just haven't been able to get over the fact that i was hurt. I had such hateful feelings towards this person. But on Friday night, i was able to forgive him and give the situation over to god. and i have felt so great ever since.

I woke up today, really missing my friends, i haven't been able to hang out with anyone. I got to talk to one of my best friends today, and i wish she wasn't so far away so i was able to give her a hug :(

day 6 down out of 28 :(

Today was a pretty relaxed day...

I really did nothing all day....then finally hung out with a good friend of mine. who i haven't seen since i graduated :(

Then I went over to another friends house, to see him before he left for the Yukon all summer!

He is a great guy, and i am going to miss him!

But i am doing great. and i miss my friends who are gone...but oh well, they will be back soon...its funny that it hasn't been a week yet...and i ALREADY miss them :(

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So today, i woke up literally at 12:00 in the afternoon....i was SOO tired, i just needed a sleep-in day!

When i woke up, I turned on the T.V and started watching "What Women Want" i had to pause it though (yes...the joys of PVR) so i could get ready for work. I showered and blow dried my hair, then came into the living room, did my make-up and hair...and finished watching the movie!

I then went to work, and it was my first day back after getting injured, so my boss got me a canucks mug :) it was awesome! It was an alright day, nothing exciting happened....

THE CANUCKS WON....kicked Chicago's butt tonight 5-1 :) sooooo great, except for Scott road (a road in my town) was PACKED with canuck fans....honking their horns and waving their flags....it was a little much. not going to lie...

But now i am relaxing...i FINALLY get to go to church tomorrow...it seems like i haven't been to the church in forever! i haven't seen my youthies for almost 2 weeks :( it is horrible, i am a horrible youth leader!

It was my best friend Lana's Birthday today

So. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LANA-BANANA!!! <3

Day 3

Today was a good day.

Went to the doctor and was able to to be told i could go back to work after injuring myself at work.

Then went into my old Work "staples" and was offered my old job back :) it was so exciting!

Tonight I saw the 6 week tour team. the theme was Unity.. Yes there were some minor technical difficulties....but it was very good.

I got prayer for a problem i was having with forgiveness, and God really came through.

I talked to that person after, and it didn't seem like he connected as well as i thought he would....but honestly, i didn't care...because it felt good to forgive him. I am glad it is over, and i am happy to finally move on. :)

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