New Beginnings

So, I'm officially a college student :)
I am taking a 2 year Music Ministry Program :) its amazing
there are amazing people who are so complimentary and don't cut you down (unlike high school) and the teachers are so loving and understandable (unlike high school) and The boys....omg, i cant even begin on that subject...(again....unlike high school)
I seriously wish i had never gone to high school and experienced the things i did, and i could have come straight to College, it is so unbelievably amazing, i cant even describe it!

The only downfall/upside to being a freshman, is that from September - Mid January we are not allowed to date! :S And that is really hard for me, seeing as I'm someone who has been dating since i was in grade 2...lol But it is also a great thing, because i am getting to know the people there and they are unbelievable....and some of them are just pretty faces... and aren't people i would get into a relationship with...but i would have never learned this if i didn't get to know them..and i did what i usually do and just jump into the relationship because i want to.
Of course there are the guys i do like and are STILL on my list of possibilities....right now, i only want them as friends because they are very dear to me...which is again a good thing and a bad thing.
Good-i know them, and they know me, and we have a friendship that i don't want to lose
Bad - I know them, and they know me, and we have a friendship that i don't want to lose.

dilemma? i believe so.
But right now, i really think god needs me to focus on him and not 100% on the relationships with the guys....he knows that is how he made me, but he doesn't want me to lunge towards them, he needs me to scope them out and he will provide the path that will lead me to the right spot :)

But school is amazing, i have amazing friends, who are beautiful on the inside AND out and I'm learning so much about music and my voice/playing that i don't feel so inadequate around all these unbelievable musicians and singers :)
God has really blessed this school with some amazingly talented people, and I'm so glad i am there to enjoy the ride :)

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