G-ma

I went to a funeral for my great-aunt the other day, and she is a grandmother of my cousin Jessica.

And sitting in front of me was my grandma, and i looked at my cousin, who was in tears from the loss of her best friend and family member.

I looked at her with such sadness, but then i thought about the fact that my grandma is YEARS older than her, and she could be leaving us very soon.

That to me is very upsetting. My grandma is one of my biggest fans and one person who cares for me very deeply. and it seems like i'm not always the first one to call her, or to talk for a long time on the phone when she calls.

I need to remember the times that we have shared together from when i was born to the growing times i'm in now.

I love my grandma, and i guess i need to show it more before there gets a time that i cant show it anymore :(