summer of change

So, lately i have had no motivation to blog....at all...but i realised i should because a lot has happened :)

I am officially DONE my first year of College :) SOOO exciting right?

To describe it, i really cant.

It was filled will amazing times, meeting new people and learning new things!

I was hurt by people, who i thought were close to me. I regained friendships and learned so much about my life i was so happy.

Our school puts on these "tours" with different groups of people from the school and they do skits and what not. and most of my friends are leaving on them tomorrow and this week. Which is really hard, because one of my best friends Kris, is leaving on the tour....and when she leaves, she is never coming back...our school just isn't for her.

So today, i had to go to the school and say good-bye to her, someone who has been there for me through thick and thin, it was harder than i thought... she did so much for me, and got me through so much!

It will be a great summer, its just hard because knowing that at the end of the tunnel is only gunna be part of what i want....and the other part won't be there to make this summer feel like an accomplishment...

That is hard...