My Mexico...Day 7

What do we think about life?

I have really been wondering this thought lately..

Is this life a waste? or are we here to make a difference somewhere or with someone.

What if we walk through life and feel like we don't touch any one's life...and end up taking this life for granted.

I certainly have been one to walk down that path, I figured once i became a Christian, i would save the world. I would travel to remote places and heal the sick and tend to the broken hearted.

Well, I have been a christian for 2 years, and the closest i felt that i had come to doing all those things, was a missions trip with my church to Mexico...where in fact, i was sick with a fungus on my tongue, strep throat and heat stroke (lets just say...i was not into helping people) But i was there, and i was amazed by what God can do...not what we can do...what God can do. God made it rain, he healed me up enough to do drama's and do worship and pray for people in need.

Yes i was sick the whole time, and honestly i felt it was horrible, but once it was over, i knew i did not want to go back, that was somewhere God didn't need me to be.

At my home, i have yet to find my "Mexico" somewhere that no matter how sick, or depressed or anything I am, God heals me, to heal others. To Heal the sick and tend to the broken hearted.

I know my Mexico is still out there...and I wont waste my life trying to find it...Because if i do that, and i don't stop and see all the work i can do to help my church, community and school...what would be the point of saving my energy for a remote place.....

....Isn't our towns a remote place? don't our towns have sick and dying people, or people who have broken hearts?

maybe.... I have found my Mexico...I've just been looking for something that i didn't know was right in front of me. :)