AHH over

I seriously hate you
and hate is a very strong word. and i dont like using it to express feelings that much.
but right now it is needed.
Dont tell me to not say it, cuz i'll regret it. and i probably will, but honestly, i need to express everything you make me feel.

You need to grow up and figure yourself out. Realise that not every girl who flirts with you likes you. They have their own ideas and crushes...it happens, just move on.

I liked you.....did you notice the "d" on the end of that? ya, its because i DID like you, but i was around you so often that I realised, you are actually a jerk and i cant stand you. You are amazing and the feelings i had for you wont go away, they will always be there, god worked something in me for you and i dont know how that will effect me, but you should not be gods plan for me....cuz it sucks....

Learn to be a friend. That requires, messaging people back, NOT shutting them out of your life. And to be a friend is to act like one...Jerk is not in the friendship list.

You will do amazing things with your life, and i will always be there if you message me, or end up letting me in...but right now...i really dont give a crap about what you will do...cuz it doesnt concern me. I fell for you, and now im done so...

OH WELL
its your loss not to be in my life, because i am going places and its too bad you arent around for the ride...

oh and ps. I dont actually religiously watch hockey...i did, because its what you liked, and i wanted something to talk to you about....but now thats over, i dont have to rush home and watch the stupid game....THANK GOODNESS.