heartless..

How could you be so Heartless
In the night, i hear them talk, the coldest story ever told

F My Life...that is where i am right now. i cant stand this, i feel so freaking bi-polar, im So happy one second and then the next im on the floor bawling my eyes out.
A great friend of mine, said something to me today.
"be the Chase" i just sat here thinking...."what the crap is the chase? what is that....you run circles around boys till they get dizzy and fall in your arms?" apparantly ya...wierd...
I have NEVER been pursued by a boy, i have always gone after and gotten what i wanted, i guess that was back in the day when i had my good looks and charm...

What should i do, be myself and wait for that one guy to run in and pay attention to me, and have me NOT fall for him and make him work for it?? that is so wierd....

Somewhere far along the road,
she lost her soul to a man so heartless...