Butterfly fly away

What is a relationship?

is it a love interest gotten serious? or is it a friendship?

is it just a bond between two people? or just a title?

i really don't know, and i feel as if i don't want to know.

I cant just see Mr. right coming out of thin air and saying, "hello, because you sat back and waited for me, i am here to tell you that i am the one god wants for you, lets go get our life started" ha ha... ya right. I don't want the guy I'm suppose to be with to just wait around for me, i want him to search, and search hard. I don't mean be in thousands of relationships with other girls, but have the know how that i am out there and to just live his life and know that one day our paths will cross when we are both doing something we love and we will find each other.

I don't want to sit around and wait for him, i know I'm not gunna fall for someone who just sits around and does nothing with his life. just because he is waiting for me to come around. and i know he wouldn't want to do that either.

so yes, i am going to go out and find that "one" and I'm going to have fun with my life and live it to the fullest, not worrying about oh could that be him, or could that be him.....it doesn't matter, one amazing day, i will be doing something that i absolutely adore and we will meet, that's all i can do..is wait for that day. It will be hard, but there are always tough situations in your life that make you who you are.

LIFE IS A CLIMB, BUT THE VIEW IS GREAT <3