The time has come

what would it be like if life stopped for a moment, and you were able to see every little thing going on around you.
would you examine every little piece and figure out where to go next, or would you be amazed at the wonders going on in the world at that single moment.

I'm right now having to do that, my world stops at a split second and i need to be amazed at what i have and not try to figure out if the boy who just winked at me in the mall likes me or not..
I'm looking at things from a different angle, and i am really enjoying it, being thankful for what i have and seeing the glass half full, instead of stressing out about every little crack or detail, that has NO effect on my life.

I never knew growing up would have this much effect on me....hmm, maybe I DID need a kick in the butt to get me in motion...lets pray and hope that this new grown up is here to stay...cuz she's pretty cool, if i do say so myself :)