curing my addiction

I indulged in my addiction yesterday.

I was doing so well, i didn't ask anyone for help, or pretend to be someone else to get close.

...Until Yesterday.

It made me feel so good to be able to look on and take part in my addiction.

I looked at photos and comments and wall posts....it made me feel so good.

I had missed being able to be one click away from you...and be able to sign on and there you were..

Now i need to use people to be able to see you're alright or if you are suffering, and that sucks.

I know i need to be dependant on myself and not give in to these urges...but yesterday i couldn't help myself, i needed to know...and i needed to feel alright.

Yesterday, I Facebook creeped someone who blocked me...

...and it felt goooooooooood! :)