Why cant we live the Country life?
It sounds so much easier than what us city people deal with.
have a drink a day, and not care what you wear because you will just get it dirty in 5 seconds.
and do they care? NOPE.

Live in the open area, nothing but trees, mountains and star lit nights that aren't blocked by stupid city life.
I want that. I want it all.
Ride a horse because i feel like it, instead of fueling up the car and driving to Starbucks.
I want to lay outside in the cold staring at the stars instead of the polluted sky we have in the City.

The only worries they have is that the beer runs out, or the winter is coming.
They play guitar and they know every single neighbor from here to california.
Hoedowns everynight, and having a sick southern drawl.

I want out of this city life. I just want all my worries to go away just by writting them into a song and then walking out the door. I dont want to worry about which boy god has for me, i want to be able to sit on the swings with a boy and worry about the now and not about tomorrow.
I want to know what living in the moment is, i am too focused on the future i dont see what is happening around me.
I wish i was a little bit country, i could take back all the times i screwed myself over by dating the cute guy who told me i was beautiful. Or take back all the hate that came into my life because of my dad.
I could just write a song and it would be a major hit, and i would be able to be okay.
I could just ride off into the sunset and leave all my worries behind.

But no, that cant happen. I need to take 5 steps back before i can take 1 step forward. I have to pass all my thoughts and actions through the people above me and just get shot down. I have to spend spend spend in order to live. And get looked down upon because i like an amazing boy and he doesnt even know these feelings exsist.

Oh the life of a country gal, making out then going home. Wearing jean cut offs and a sick pair of boots.
How i wish that was how life was...but its not.
And that sucks.